Ever since I could remember I always known about GOD but it wasn't until recently as I became older that I was questioning if there was such a thing. It never really bothered me until 3 weeks ago when I got my first full blown panic attack. I felt like I was going to die that night. I felt like I had literally jumped out of my own skin. I have always felt GOD and heaven was just too good to be true and so I wouldn't pay any attention to Church or finding the true. After my attack I felt that I have became a lot closer to my Lord and Savior. I have started attending church and reading about GOD and why we should have faith. I am extremely terrified of dying. Or having anyone around me die. I have not looked at life the same since my awaking. I am still working on increasing my faith and just letting go. I want to be okay with death and know that everything and everyone will be okay.

I am open to hear anyone's opinion. I appreciate your time.

Dlevrie Dlevrie
3 Responses Mar 26, 2009

I love your philosophy SweetieK. I turned away from my original religion and searched for one that suited me better. I love it and I pray my rosary every night and thank God everyday for blessing me with a life to live.

Glad to hear you have gain your faith back. Thanks for sharing your comment. GOD Bless!

I can kind of relate with you. I lost my faith completely. I was a Roman Catholic and was a strong believe in God and Heaven, but some really bad stuff happened to me a while back and I just, completely gave up.<br />
I have changed a lot since then and I can honestly say that I have faith again and it's stronger than it was before. <br />
Sometimes you have to lose faith in order to have it.