I Never Thought I Would

About a year ago, my older brother kept telling me about this mobile MMO he started playing. I would tease him about it every chance that I got. After a week or two he convinced me to download it and try it out. I was not interested in it at all. I'd only log on when he wanted us to play together. Then at nights I would get bored and log on, on my own. I started playing just a couple hours a day, never spent real money for in game items. I started making friends in game, I'd stay logged on all day to talk to them. Neglected my real life friends and my boyfriend. I started playing A LOT more than my brother did. Now, I wake up and log on and stay logged on until I'm falling asleep, I spend every bit of money I can get on the game. I don't like going out anymore. I've lost my friends, my boyfriend ended up cheating me. I don't like facing the real world. I also ended up not going to college, which has been a dream of mine since I was younger. I wish I could play less, maybe like a couple hours a day. I don't know what to do anymore, I do try to do other things, but I find myself frustrated and I just want to hurry home to play.

Never say never.
S1027 S1027
18-21, F
Sep 6, 2012