I Hate Anxiety But I Wouldnt Be Me Without It..Ive had anxiety for as long as I can remember. My anxiety got so bad that I would feel faint and get sick. I know what its like, always shaking on the inside, always running from what I fear the most. Im out of energy and have no time to enjoy myself. I nearly dropped out of school. Believe me when I say, I know how hard it can get. I have GAD, Social Anxiety, OCD & Depression all wrapped up in one. It wasnt until my anxiety was at its worst that I turned to God, I started seeking Him & I have found Him. I believe without my anxiety I wouldnt have a reason to lean on God, I might not even know who He was. I believe we all have Disorders for a reason, Weather that reason is to make a difference or turn to God. Without it, I wouldnt have known how good it feels to help out and volunteer. I wouldnt have met my friends and I wouldnt be at this awesome school right now. I wouldnt love nature as much as I do now, I wouldnt be me without it. I have to fight extra hard though the simplest things in life but that just makes me stronger. Anxiety is not a weakness, Its a chance to let Gods light shine through you.
I pray that you get the chance to see the good that anxiety has given you.
I know it seems impossible now but theres gifts that come with the curse, its not all bad.
God bless you all & Let God lead the way.
xstephanierose 18-21, F 5 Responses 0 Jan 7, 2012