i have struggled with my weight my whole life. i am now at a 'healthy weight' . it takes a lot for me just to maintain it, but i want to loose more. i cant help it. i weight myself all the time, and i go for days without really eating anything, then days when i binge eat. i hate to binge and throw up because i gain weight . i try not to but i can feel it comming on. its been almost 2 weeks since i have but its comming. help. i need to stop thinking about food, but its all i think about the past few days. i know exactly what i will eat when i do,i think about it all, its that planned out. how messed up is that?help!