I Wouldnt Wish My Life On Anyone.

I'm 17 years old, and for 4 years i have been obssesing over my weight, and food, and hot to cut both out of my life.
ive went through taking ecstasy everyday, even though i hated the high, just so i wouldnt eat for days, ive went from eating a salad a day and exercising, to eating everythng in sight and trhowing it up.
being a teenager, i should be out shopping, and going out for lunch or something with friends. the sad thing is, i dont know what "normal" people do all day.
i keep myself distant from people because im to scared to have a relation because im to scared of changing. im afraid,
the only thing i need is me and myself.

Sosic420 Sosic420
18-21, F
Aug 11, 2010