I Cannot Stop Eating!!!
I'm currently at a McDonalds parking lot struggling with binge eating. The past 3 days I've been eating non stop and I'm scared that my jugulars will start hurting again... I tried calling my best friend to talk to her so I can get my mind off of my damn food but she's sick...I've given in today. McDonalds heart attack special today... I just keep going to my fridge for no apparent reason and I just finished the last chef boyardee can in the huge box. I love the comfort that food gives me. I just cannot stop...right after I finished the last can of ravioli, I came here to the McDonalds parking lot... Here's the part that I don't understand sometimes: I wasn't even hungry. I was stuffed from chef boyardee, I was feeling quite sick as I ordered from the dollar menu. It's like I have to eat. I'm making myself do this and I don't know how to stop!