Some Things Will Never Leave You

So I'm new to this site, And well glad that I've found it. Read through some stories and it brakes my heart to hear/see that people are going through the hell that I've been through well go through.

I have battled eating disorders since I turned 12 and its been a nightmare, I have always seem to be able to keep it hidden from the family and friends .... Teachers to as much as I could, yeah I would have slip ups but always denied it.... Not talking about it through the whole of high school was probably the worst thing I could have done, I've only just admitted I need help (boyfriends words really) so currently seeing my gp .... I have to go every 2 weeks as I am " unstable" ( tell me something I don't know)

Haven't been able to stop binging since my last appointment which was Friday ..... I need to stop every time I eat a bite no matter how small it is or low in calorie, I feel like I'm going To explode, it's such a disgusting feeling.

If there is anyone out there that wants to chat with me please contact me, could really do with someone on the same level as me !

Framsay Framsay
18-21, F
Dec 4, 2012