Some Things Will Never Leave You

Hey,
So I'm new to this site, And well glad that I've found it. Read through some stories and it brakes my heart to hear/see that people are going through the hell that I've been through well go through.

I have battled eating disorders since I turned 12 and its been a nightmare, I have always seem to be able to keep it hidden from the family and friends .... Teachers to as much as I could, yeah I would have slip ups but always denied it.... Not talking about it through the whole of high school was probably the worst thing I could have done, I've only just admitted I need help (boyfriends words really) so currently seeing my gp .... I have to go every 2 weeks as I am " unstable" ( tell me something I don't know)

Haven't been able to stop binging since my last appointment which was Friday ..... I need to stop every time I eat a bite no matter how small it is or low in calorie, I feel like I'm going To explode, it's such a disgusting feeling.

If there is anyone out there that wants to chat with me please contact me, could really do with someone on the same level as me !


Thanks
Framsay
Framsay Framsay
18-21, F
Dec 4, 2012