Sick Of It.

I've had bulimia since I was 12 and i'm almost 18 now. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I don't want to be like this.
My psychologist doesn't understand.
I think it's hard for someone to really help you unless they know exactly what you're feeling or dealing with. They don't know what it's like to struggle with control over food each and every day of our lives. They don't know the pain we feel when we are forced to eat. They don't understand the thoughts that go through our head when we look in a mirror. They just don't understand.
liioness liioness
18-21, F
1 Response Dec 15, 2012

Hi liioness i actually came on this website for advice as on bulimia and i couldent help but identify with your story, im 18 and have been bulimic since 14...i want to stop but i dont know how or that is how to stop myself from gaining wieght without it. My family is exactly the same, my parents know but have no idea... my dad is the most ignorant male in the galexy and says just stop...what a **** . but no matter what others perspective is just remeber its yours thats matter. its great that you hate doing it bucause that means you have the want to overcome it just remeber your not alone and even though im some random person on the internet to you remeber your not alone good luck .x