I have had body issues since i was in fourth grade. It wasn't until 7th grade that i started starving myself. I just started losing weight and it made me feel better about myself. When i hit high school i would eat one snack and then one meal (dinner with my parents). Now i am 20 and realize that i NEED to get healthy. I look in the mirror and im disgusted by how boney i look! But every time i try and gain weight i tell myself I'm getting fat so i start the cycle all over again. I just want to be healthy and love my body. I weigh 94lbs with all my cloths and shoes On...I plan on gaining at least 3-5lbs by the end of.next month.