I need to be in control of at least one thing. I don't want to eat, so I don't. It is horrible to feel fat on my stomach, hips, I want to see my bones. Punish myself. Help myself. I'm just don't know.
pianobookme pianobookme
16-17, F
1 Response Aug 31, 2014

I know how you feel. I have gained four freaking pounds in vacation and I hate myself. I couldn't starve myself or even puke my food.