Too Much Grief

It's hard to put into words the pain I feel.
Sometimes I feel as if I'll fall apart.
Sometimes I do.

My daughter is 31 yrs old and has been fighting cancer.
She's been in & out of remission twice, and now it's back.
She became addicted to pain killers and is now a heroin addict on needles.
She's in & out of jail constantly. 

My life partner had cancer & is in her 2nd remission now.
With the last set of treatments they decided to do a couple extra.
They over dosed her 3 x's the amount of chemo & she died twice.
She's been in rehab now for 2 yrs because of the damage done to her organs.

It's hard to put into words the pain I feel.
Sometimes I feel as if I'll fall apart.
Sometimes I do.
WarriorMom WarriorMom
51-55, F
1 Response Jan 9, 2013

I'm so sorry. God bless