Yes I Do.....

I have an Ep crush. I have had the biggest crush on her for the longest time. I have liked her, and admired her, even before I was single. I know she would never see me the way I see her, but I think she is just one of the most amazing people that I have ever met. She is Loving, and caring, and understanding, and while I never seen a picture of her, since her personality is beautiful, I know she is too. Its not even about the looks to me, it never was, its the connection, for some reason, i have always felt like, if there is a girl I see myself with, its her.

However, tonight I made a BIG mistake. i told her, I finally got it off my chest, and just came out and told her, and as soon as the words were out of my mouth, I wanted more than anything to have them back, back inside my head, where only one other person knew I had a crush on her. I wish I could take it all back. She didn't really say anything, and that leaves me feeling, like a stupid stupid girl!

"Its called a crush, because it just leaves you hurt in the end" 

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1 Response Jul 7, 2010

May just be caught off guard is all....