My boyfriend gets jealous over everything. He's only taken his jealousy out on me once. (check my other stories if you care to read about it) If I talk to people around me while we're on Skype he gets a little sulky and thinks I'm ignoring him. And I have another friend off the chat room, called GoodGuy. He truly is a good guy, he's so sweet, smart, cute and makes me laugh, but I don't have any romantic feelings for him. I knew him before ArmyGuy (like a fortnight before I started talking to ArmyGuy) and we never flirted. We've been talking for months now, just as long as I have been with ArmyGuy and we have never once flirted, no hint of anything like that at all, he's like a brother. He is like the male version of me, we both say embarrassing things and do silly things and we can both laugh about it together. But I am still closer with my bf. But, my bf gets jealous over him constantly. I can see it on his face. I skype with my boyfriend, and talk with him and sometimes I talk with GoodGuy at the same time. My boyfriend will ask what I'm doing coz he can see me typing to someone and I tell him the truth (He also knows GoodGuy and they were each other's "Wingmen" on the chat site before my boyfriend and I got together)
It's frustrating, because he should know to trust me. I'm not like other girls, once I have someone in my heart, like he is in mine, I can't see myself with anyone else but him. I get jealous too, don't get me wrong, but then I realise I'm being stupid and that ArmyGuy wouldn't cheat on me. And if he ever does, then I know that there was something wrong in our relationship, something that I didn't see. Which I think is big of me, because I've also been cheated on before and it broke my heart. I wish he would just get a hold of his jealousy, and see that I love him and only him. I tell him many times a day just how much he means to me, and do things for him that other girls would never do. Embarrassing, cheesy things that make him melt and I love showing how much he means to me. I just wish he would remember those things when he gets jealous.
SomeGenericUsername SomeGenericUsername
18-21, F
May 13, 2012