It's A Love Hate Thing
For the most part the thought of aliens abducting me or coming into my room while I sleep really makes me paranoid and I try to convince myself its all in my head. It's still a little hard to put my mind at ease sometimes. On the other hand though I love learning about them, discussing them with others, reading about them, and I can't watch anything else when there is some type of alien or UFO documentary on. I find it really fascinating and scary at the same time. Not scary enough to where it controls my life, but if I hear something go bump at night... my first thought? Aliens!