I Love My Big BrotherI have two big brothers, but I only class one of them as my brother. He is my rock and without him, I don't know how I would have gotten through last year. He has been there for me through thick and thin, helped me through my depression and court. He is really funny, every time we go out together, we always do something that gets me crying with laughter. I remember one time when we was in the pub and we had a samosa fight. There were peas and potato splatted all over the floor. When I was 17, we did an allnighter at his house and I filmed it and put it on YouTube where my dad's barrister used it against me saying that I liked to 'show off my alcoholism'. LOL! Seriously though, I am so grateful for having him as a brother, he has done nothing but encourage me to continue to be strong and not let my dad win. Every time I felt like I didn't want to live anymore, he would encourage me that things will be fine.
The other night, I had a phonecall off my brother asking me if I wanted to go out for a few drinks with him. I was so excited. He picked me up about 6pm and we went to the pub opposite his house. We spoke about the case with my dad because we're both worried that my dad will get a suspended sentence and that everything we have done to get him punished for what he's done has been for nothing. However, the night started to pick up, we had a few drinks, some laughs and overall we had a really good night. We shotted about 11 sambuca's and both got very drunk. We were play fighting, took loads of photo's together and just had a massive laugh. I cannot stop thinking about that night and I'm glad I took plenty of photo's as I hope to cherish that memory forever.
I am so lucky to have a big brother who cares for me and will always be there for me until the very end. I love him so much and I could never ask for a better brother. I am looking forward to another night out but we both need to recover from our very drunken night haha!
BeautyOfSuffering 22-25, F 2 Mar 21, 2012