Didnt Happen

I had to cancel my first. I am sad about it but it was the right thing to do. He is married, and I thought....doesnt matter. She is not okay with it and I wont be the other woman. I dont need to be. I have a man in my life. This was supposed to be about sex and excitement and somehow it got mixed up in my friendship.

So today I took a deep breath and ended it. Fortunately it seems our friendship is strong enough to survive. But the rules were being broken so it had to end. He seems to understand. SO that is good.

However, now I have to start over... I think partly I am not ready to do this until I know my husband has. I feel like I will constantly be second guessing it unless i know he is happy.

So for now the option is there, but the opportunity is not.
Taselle Taselle
31-35, F
1 Response Jan 21, 2013

I was almost the other woman once too. I don't like the idea either. I will stick to single guys or guys in open relationships. It is not easy to find someone out there. Good luck and don't do anything you are not comfortable with.