I Have Anger Issues

I Dont Know Anymore.

By: Ellystar15

Written on January 27th, 2013

My anger is SO out of control. It started when I was about 7. I would fight so bad with my parents. But when I got in elemntary school I could not handle bullies one kid who called my drawings ugly i threw markers at him and called him a waste of life :( but thats the small stuff ive fought with people so bad telling them to kill themself calling them disgusting accidents... i get mad at other peoples opinions, being disrespected, people telling me things i dont agree with, being underestimated, being treated like a kid, being discriminated against Pretty much anything makes me mad beyonf belief. If you tell me you dont like my favorite band ill go apeshit and i scream, smash things, punch, make people feel like ****, cuss. I dont know whats wrong here Im always mad and throwing things at my parents, friends, EVERYONE. I dont like being so mad :(

By: Ellystar15

Age: 16-17 , Female

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6 responses

thereisnothingwrongwithyou

If you don't mind me asking... what does it feel like when you get angry? Do you feel like you aren't in control of yourself or mind? (I'm curious because someone I care about has tried to describe their experience with their anger, but I was wondering if another perspective would help me understand better what they meant). Again you don't have to answer I would just like to understand as best I can (to help my loved one get through what they are going through).

Jan 28
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- Ellystar15
  No problem, but it might be completely different.
  I feel like I want to tear everything in my way and like I want to hurt anyone in my path. The concept of friendship leaves. I want to share my anger with everyone. So short terms I get a blasting feeling of hate for everything and set out on a goal to pysically abuse those im not close to emotionally abuse those im close to and break everything in my path. However after Im upset because its not me to hurt anyone and I dont know why I act like this. My mind takes a different side and I feel like Im uncontrollable however for some reason the boy that I love I can control it for him but noone else not even my parents. Im kinda like an explosion of fury :c
  
  Jan 28
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- thereisnothingwrongwithyou
  Awh I see. Hmmm. Well thank you for your perspective
  
  Feb 5
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Sophiesmiles

I have anger issues and lash out at school and home, it helps me release and get **** out of my head but after I know that I only end up hurting myself more by creating even more problems that I have to face. I know what it's like to lose control too x

Jan 27
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- Ellystar15
  I feel you :( I lash out at both too I recently got in trouble for cussing out a classmate and leaving..
  
  Jan 27
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- Sophiesmiles
  Yeah I skip school a lot I find its easier than going crazy there, my teachers have labelled me trouble I have a bad habit of back chatting and slamming doors or throwing things
  
  Jan 27
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