I Can't Deal With This

My name is Alestor and I am a 19 year old gay male with Anorgasmia. I have serious problems with manic depression and schizophrenia.I'm on a lot of meds for this including Effexor, Neurontin, and Remeron. I remember before I started taking these meds I didn't have this problem. And not being able to have an ****** has led to all sorts of agitation, depression, stress, loneliness or anxiety and frustration, and a state of perpetual sexual arousal. Basically, I have the libido of a 19 year old guy but with an inability to fulfill my urges. And the fact that I'm 19 years old make it pretty embarrassing to have a sexual dysfunction. Each day my sexual frustration builds and builds and I'ts affecting my ability to have relationships. Unfortunately, stopping medication is not an option for me and there's not even a guarantee that the problem would correct itself. Also, if I'm off my meds I'm a danger to myself but I really don't want to live without *******. That probably sounds melodramatic but I'm do young. I'm in my prime and I'm wasting it. I don't know if posting here will help at all. I'm just trying to give talking to people a chance...thanks!
Alestor Alestor
18-21, M
1 Response Sep 16, 2012

My heart goes out to you. I am a 48 years old male taking meds for schizo-affective disorder (that's a type of schizophrenia). The main drug I take is Clozaril. I have the libido of an elephent without being able to c**e. I am extremely agitated and nervous because I can't have an o****m. Nothing I have tried seems to work. The research on the internet seems to not relate to anorgasmia with a healthy libido. I am at a loss...