I Need My Life Back!!
I am sick of need everyone else to take care of me and needing medicine to keep me stable. I wish I could go back to before everything changed. Before anxiety/panic attacks. Before depression hit me. Before I got overwhelmed over stupid things. Before my life snowballed and shattered into chaos around me. A little longer than a year ago I was diagnosed with social phobia, and generalized anxiety, but i learned how to cope with it in a few months and was fine over the summer. As soon as school started I got extremely overwhelmed with being a Junior in High School, and I am turning 18 in 12 days!! That means I am going to be classified as an adult. Today I didn't go to school because I was out for a week do to my anxiety turning into anger. I am mad at myself for falling behind and I am making my expectations too high. I can't handle this anymore. I feel horrible. I am just going to sleep now because it takes away the pain. :'( byee