In Control, But The Weak Moments Are Still There

I have had anxiety mostly related to school ever since my freshman year of high school. Thankfully, I'm graduated now. When I was in high school I would get panic in class often, especially in my least favorite subjects, like math. The one thing that would make me the most nervous were tests...uhg, tests. In my sophomore and junior year, it was so consuming that I would skip school because I was panicking so much. When I was in school, I would take frequent trips to the restroom, or even make up reasons to leave class. By senior year, my anxiety was more under control because I knew I was going to leave the school forever..soon. Today, I am proud to say that my anxiety is very minimal. I am going to community college, but surprisingly it doesn't cause me any stress or anxiety because the environment is much more relaxed. I feel much more in control of my anxiety now. I may have some panic here and there still, but I just remind myself how far I have come and that I am getting better every day. I know I'm not very descriptive, but I don't share my story too often. I'm glad there are people on here that I can relate to, thank you for listening :)
skrinklada skrinklada
18-21, F
Oct 20, 2012