Well. Tonight was just awful. My husband is overseas (only for 3 weeks mind you), whenever he is away, I suffer from terrible anxiety attacks. For some reason, I always think that something bad is going to happen to him. Tonight, he was at a mates place catching up, he said he would call me when he was done. So I wait and wait and wait, until finally, I couldn't wait anymore, so I called his cell. He didn't answer . This makes me panic. I call again and again...still no answer. Well now I'm in a full blown panic attack. I hyperventilate....can't breathe properly, throw up, pace up and down my hallway, scream, cry uncontrollably. I feel like a crazy person. I am on medication for depression and anxiety....apparantly not working very well. I'm a 26 yr old female....I feel like a child! What in the hell is wrong with me. I can't stop my worrying.