Post HIV- scare trauma and disorder. I know i should feel fortunate that im fine while there is so much pain out there but I cant. I had an exposure 3 years while my wife was expecting.She tested- after 4 weeks then i tested- after 10 weeks and also after 2 years! My guilt has turned into anxiety and I wont eat for days then I look lile I am sick. My anxiety has started to give me chills and sexual stress. I dont talk to anybody about it so it builds up. Our baby will be 2 in Feb but I havent been able to enjoy her at all. June will be 3 years from that day and not 1 day can I sleep in piece. Im even considering another test. God did give me a 2nd chance and I have learned my lesson and now I love my wife and kids more than ever.Will I ever be the same? Is there help for my condition? HELP!