It's Bad.

I will actually freak out when I see any. Even if they are not aggresive. If they are big I will actually scream and run. (go ahead and laugh it is kinda funny) It has gotten worse as I have gotten older. When I was younger I feared them but didn't really react to it. I thought okay I will face my fear. I watched Arachnophobia. I hate that movie. It got worse after that. Now I believe they are out to get me. So I run like a wuss. Oh well. I still want to fight my fear. However even just seeing a picture on a computer screen I back up from the screen. My husband has killed so many for me it isn't even funny. When he runs across the more dangerous ones he contains them. He just caught a brown racluse last night. He was showing me how you can tell what one is. I looked at that thing looking at me and thought ''it wants to kill me.'' He noticed I was starting to really freak out and put it where I woldn't see it. Scary things they are. I don't think I will ever shake my fear though
Tara277 Tara277
31-35, F
May 18, 2012