Alone With Arithmomaniatl;dr I do things in fours.
Since i was a kid i would always let the number four make my decisions. I would split every meal i have into fours, i would count patterns of ob
4>5 6>7 9>7 44 is sacred 444 isnt as significant because there are three fours 40 is pretty good 37 i cant stand 48 seems too wierd but still somewhat superior and so forth. Unlike some i know where i developed this from. I started building an assumption from the 1st is the worst 2nd is the best jingle. They usually left out 4 as some kind of anomaly and said something like 4 is the one with the treasure chest which rhymed with hairy hairy chest and i guess it felt incomplete due to its lack of coherant rhyme scheme. Through the years ive wondered if i would be better without it because of how distracting it is, but ive learned to embrace it and use it to my advantage. Its like i see a significance in numbers that no one else can see and i also feel a little better aftercalculating anything relative to 4 so that minor boost of happiness may be helping me keep my sanity. Its like having an itch. An itch sucks, but if you scratch it the pleasure you gain from scratching it may feel well enough to enoy obtaining the itch in the first place 4444 4444 maya llof youa rith moma niac semb race your uniq uene ss:3
thaderane 18-21, M 4 Responses 1 Oct 14, 2011