The Way In Truth That Churches With Big Names Will Treat One Who Lives For Only God With No Other Life.

I have had a lifetime of church experiences, below is but just one that should carry some good and valid education for all who love our Lord and only His Truths. The websites of these two churches discussed is;


There may be much here to read, but it's the point of no love within a large church that is a commandment to all who desire entrance to the tree of life. John 13:34 is the commandment. 1 Corinthians 13:2 is the value to God and Revelation 22:14 is the result for not having the love of Christ.


If you choose not to fully read with some understanding my words below, you will simply be doing what has already been done to me many times by men of GOD in their own eyes only. Therefore I humbly ask you with pureness of heart to please not let just an unpleasant word or two bring you to a stop. Nothing is directed at you, but rather my experienced happenings from churches.

The words below are actually just very few in comparison to my experiences with the PCG [Philadelphia Church of God] and RCG [Restored Church of God].

GOD used Nathan to awake David, therefore is your knowledge and puffed pride to strong to believe that in the eyes of GOD you are as nothing because of your lack of charity? [love] 1 Corinthians 13:2

With the vast world of communication via Internet, do you think it not just a bit strange that these words come to you by Postal that could have taken near three weeks to arrive from the Philippines? That is because your ministers of charity have no need of me, my words, or my spiritual and human needs even though they all center on GOD.

Real repentance is what one must become from his whole past attitude and life apart from GOD. It is a total change of mind and heart and direction of life. It is when meditation of our Majesty GOD becomes as just a completely natural part of every moment of our personal lives. With true and genuine repentance comes charity, and with charity comes a very natural heartfelt concern for others. Now I ask you this; will a slap on the wrist for correction be your way of GODS leadership towards theses men that have you totally fooled because they have fooled themselves? If that be true, GOD will severely punish you along with all others that knowingly disobey all that HE has taught you through very many years. When it comes to man can not live by bread alone, “but by every word of GOD”, there is simply not one word of human justification that any so called men of GOD in the PCG or RCG can possibly conjurer up to cleanse himself of his own evils in the sight of GOD. So what are you to do with that bad apple that has already spread rot? We are who we associate with. I have no idea just how many others that are a part of the Trumpet or Real Truth have read my words because they have been sent to request, letters, contact us, and the ministers below. Is what they are missing called charity and concern for others just never been deeply taught them with entrance into their own hearts? That my brother is what it appears to be from the outside looking in.

Ask Greg Nice about me and the reason that over a year’s time he has only replied with perhaps twenty words compared to the multi thousands that I have written him. Or ask Pedrito Cara about all of my flaws, and also ask him why he ignores me? In the RCG, James Turck is the lowest form of human life that I have ever come across, and he is a minister of GOD that goes so far as to block my emails even though they are only the pure words of GOD himself perfectly describing his actions towards me; and the same scriptural quality were emails to Greg and Pedrito along with many others directed too many individuals in these two Perfect End Time Churches of GOD. In the very beginning with both organizations, my emails were addressed to who never even read them, or just ignored them. Gerald Flurry, and David Pack were meant to be the recipients. Does GOD ignore and put himself out of reach because HE is puffed up? Herbert Armstrong said the words many time “You Just Don’t Get It.” How much love and concern do any of you genuinely, deeply, and truly have for others? Herbert Armstrong also said that one bad apple in the crate will eventually rot them all. . . . .and you my brothers, whether you see it or not have some very bad apples within your crates. Everything that you strive to teach others only seems to put you so high that you refuse to see your own short comings. In other words, what I have just said is not smooth to your ears, therefore you just plain refuse to hear and understand while at the exact same time laying a heavy judgment on me within your own hearts. When you do that you are not at all ignoring me, what you are doing is ignoring GOD. Do you have to think about those words? You shouldn’t have to. Below are just a minute portion of all my many written words to ministers and others at the Trumpet.

{note on February 28th, 2010} God has taught me well that all big name preachers, teachers, ministers, evangelists, scholars, priests, pastors or anyone having to do with God in words and education are all perfectly described by the words of Paul in 1 Corinthians 13:2 and all the thirteen verses of that Chapter.

As each day goes by, there is rarely a moment when God is not on my mind, and that reason is because spiritually “strong meat belongeth to them that are full of age, even those who by reason of use have their senses exercised to discern both good and evil”(Hebrews 5:14).

Because “God is not the author of confusion” (1 Cor.14:33), we are to live by “every word of God” (Luke 4:4).

Therefore, the words that you are now reading were put together with a proper fit from my own current life’s experiences with the words of God to describe and shed the knowledge of understanding into your heart.

In the book Proverbs, there are two extremely important verses that God requires of us at this very moment, just as in every moment of our lives. His words say;

“Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct thy paths” (verses 3:4-5).

Now I ask you this, will you please pray to God with all of your heart while asking Him to lead you and guide your thoughts toward me in the words that you are about to read?

I ask you from deep within to only let the words of our LORD be your guide.

“Judge not, that ye be not judged. For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again. And why beholdest thou the mote that is in thy brothers eye, but considerest not the beam that is in thine own eye?” Thou hypocrite, first cast out the beam out of thine own eye; and then thou shall see clearly to cast the mote out of thy brothers eye” (Matthew 7:1-5).

“But on the good ground are they, which in an honest and good heart, having heard the word, keep it, and bring forth fruit with patience” (Luke 8:15).

“Let love be genuine; hate what is evil, hold fast to what is good; love one another with brotherly affection; outdo one another in showing honor” (Romans 12:9-10 RSV).

“If we say we have not sinned, we make Him a liar, and His word is not in us” (1 John 1:10).

I make mistakes, and I have faults, and I also am totally alone in this world when it comes to having just one true brother in Christ. Why have I not one brother and genuine friend in Christ even one after a full year of writing letters to the PCG and RCG? The answer to that question is God Himself, for he knows my heart is truly devoted only to Him, therefore He is teaching me patience, trust, and faith in Him, along with obedience, for a purpose.

My heart is only on His kingdom to come, because as this world is today, it can only bring tears into your eyes and pains in your heart for all of the terrible things that happen each moment to billions of human beings on this planet called Earth. Violent rapes to the innocent, sodomy, tortures, innocent children used as perverted sex slaves, very perverse ***********, worldwide slave labor for barely even enough to eat, murders, men beating woman, corrupt governments, street gangs, drug cartels, and just a whole world that Satan as the mind twister is the god of, therefore our Father God has put the whole world in my heartfelt prayers to Him daily.

In my daily visions of life, my first thoughts as I awake each day are all of the uncountable glories of our Majesty on high whom has no beginning nor has an end, and knows not time. Prior to His creation of material things such as the universe, there was nothing but an eternal spiritual world of darkness to the still yet uncreated human eye, yet to God himself, and God who created at His will, it was nothing other than a spiritual world of perfection. Have you ever even wondered just what God with God could have possibly been doing for the last billions of quadrillions of years to keep them occupied?

Eliphaz speaks these words of God in Job 5:9 . . .
“Which doeth great things and unsearchable; marvellous things without number.”

David writes in Psalms 145:3 . . .
“Great is the LORD, and greatly to be praised; His greatness in unsearchable.”

And Paul reflects God’s glory in Romans 11:33 . . .
“O the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of GOD! how unsearchable are His judgments, and His ways past finding out!”

One of the favorite verses that the PCG and RCG like to quote is Revelation 12:9. They also will always say that no one can tell another that he has been deceived. In other words, when you look into a mirror at yourself, no one can tell you that you are greatly lacking in the eyes of God. Lacking what? Lacking what God is, and God is love. You say that you are not lacking love, yet Gods own words say that you are.

“And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have not charity, I am nothing. And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing. Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, it is not puffed up. Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil;
Rejoice not in iniquity, but rejoice in the truth; Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things.
Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away.
And now abideth faith, hope, charity, these three; but the greatest of these is charity.”
(1 Corinthians 13:1-8,13)

In very pure and genuinely honest truth with GOD as my witness, I have been searching with all of my heart, prayer, fasting and efforts to find just one human being on this planet Earth that actually has enough charity within to “Love thy neighbor as thyself,” and thus far have been treated as non-existent or worse in many ways by ministers of GOD in the PCG, and RCG who by their own actions are barren and fruitless according to GODS own words which I have sent them numerous times.

Look up charity in Strong’s for researched teaching that charity to others is nothing other than genuine concern from the heart and mind for their wellbeing. Just how can you expect to reign with Christ, when you have no love while still in the flesh?

One as yourself that attends all of God’s Feasts, has brethren and fellowship, pays tithes, has good family, and good friends, a job with income, but lacks charity to strangers, will not be one of God’s saints in a place of protection during the world chaos soon to come.

To those of you that have read my many words in the past, and still have no charity towards me; you are indeed lacking what GOD searches for very deeply.

Just one of the very many tests that God has been putting me through is striving to find what seems not to exist, which is the hearts of true and genuine brothers in Christ our Lord.

“Listen, my beloved brethren. Has not God chosen those who are poor in the world to be rich in faith and heirs of the kingdom which He has promised to those who love Him? If you really fulfill the royal law, according to scripture, You shall ‘love your neighbor as yourself’, you do well. But if you show partiality, you commit sin, and are convicted by the law as transgressors. For whoever keeps the whole law but fails in one point has become guilty of all of it. So speak and so act as those who are judged under the law of liberty. For judgment is without mercy to one who has shown no mercy; yet mercy triumphs over judgment (2:8-10, 12-13 RSV).

Do you truly live by every word of God? Do you love your neighbor as yourself? Do you judge others? Are you self-righteousness? Are you prideful and above others?

Right at this very moment, as in every moment of your life. . . .God “is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart” (Hebrews 4:12).

I have many needs, and God says in 1 Peter 5:6-7

“Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that He may exalt you in due time: Casting all your care upon Him: for He careth for you.”

Therefore when He says, “And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to His purpose.”

I believe Him, and I believe His every word.

My final words are these to whomever God has touched the heart of. “. . . for the LORD is a God of knowledge, and by Him actions are weighed.” (1 Samuel 2:3)

I have been in the Philippines for 18 months,[39 months now] and have existed with no job or steady income, and that is only because GOD has me here as a part of His purpose. I have absolutely no life of my own, because I belong to GOD. And with that I have not one single brother in Christ because there is no charity to be found within the PCG or RCG with perfect saints in their own eyes.

The center verse in the word of God reads;
“It is better to trust in the LORD, than to put confidence in man.”(Psalms 118:8)

I have near 700 job requests with KBR alone in the Middle East; I also have very many other resumes that have gone to companies worldwide. I am a very qualified individual in many trades accompanied with over 30 years of hands on experience. So why have I no job or income? If God wanted me working with my hands somewhere that’s what I would be doing. What I do instead is work with my mind in a nonstop manner of trying to become very close to our LORD in ways that only He fully understands. I have totally given of myself only to GOD to do with whatever pleases Him, and only Him. My attire is poor, my sneakers are missing part of the outer soul, there are cavities in my teeth, I have not had a meal of choice in almost two years,[3 years now] my Bible looks like something in very poor condition that’s falling apart and in sections, taped up and marked up like an old antique road map to eternity; and with that I have had very severe back pains while accepting that at just any given time I could become paralyzed from the waist down with only God’s love that gives me security just as He did for Job, Paul, Daniel, Elijah, Shadrach, Meshach and Abed-nego, and have yet to find one single human being that even cares beyond false words with empty hearts other than my wife Mylene who was a gift from God. There are sores on my body for a year now, a notebook with many problems, no Internet, [by the love of God I have had Smartbro wireless Internet for a year now at $20 oer month and a used surplus computer with 4% of free space left for the past year] a decade of my written biblical study materials that are out of reach in America, no church, [God has kept me out of churches so that only He could be my teacher] no fellowship, no friends in Christ, and I could go on and on with all of my many other daily difficulties in life. What I have found so far from God’s supposed end time true church is that no one really cares at all, as in not even communication or even answering emails. All that I ask God for is His mercy with a direction that will lead to His purpose for me. It is my deepest prayer that these words go to the elders of the church. If they do not, it will be you that has to justify why to God. I just spent near fourteen straight hours writing these words to the end, because with GOD as the center, they are the most important words of my life. If you as a genuine brother in Christ have charity, they will also be very important words to you as they are to me. It is your duty to GOD to grant my request.

Because my greatest life’s desire, want, and need is only to be a highly active part of the body of Christ in these end times, and I was never even given a chance by some ministers of the PCG, I was led to another church named RCG.

I spent three days reading Anoint Your Eyes, and months of reading archives. I felt in my heart that God had finally led me to His only true church. I wrote a very long letter stating how I wanted to be a part of it, and emailed it. After a month went by with no reply, I wrote another. Well I did get a reply of which were the cruelest words ever spoken to me for no valid reason, and they were words from a minister. Through a very humble heart and attitude I wrote back with scriptures stating that he could in no way ever justify what he had done. From there, he blocked my emails. Is that what a minister of God is supposed to do? What God has been showing me is this, His small flock is much smaller than most realize. God looks at the hearts, and there are 722 verses in the Bible with the word heart to prove it. When we read the words in 1 Peter 2:21, we must very deeply examine ourselves while asking only one question, am I genuinely following the example Jesus Christ left for me to follow?

David Pack says that there is one man in a splinter that thinks he is a prophet. He also had written in his words that the PCG deleted some writings from Herbert Armstrong’s Mystery of the Ages. You say, because Gerald Flurry says, God only works through one man at a time. When David was king, did not God work through Nathan to stir David’s heart to repentance? How many prophets was there that were contemporaries in the same time period? I judge not, I only ask questions to educate myself in truth. Is there genuine brotherly love between Gerald Flurry and all splinter group leaders? How about you? Why do all splinter groups say that all the rest other than themselves are Laodicean? I have one other request from you that is also very important to me. Eight years ago I used to speak on the phone to the woodsman, Mr. Winston Davis. I would like his email address so that we can talk some. May I just ask you one simple question? If you were completely alone in your understandings of God and God, with no one to talk with other than God in your prayers, how long would you remain spiritually minded while fighting the temptations in this world of darkness surrounded by fleshly unspiritual people? If all of my words remain unanswered just as all have in the previous year, GOD will have clearly taught me well that the PCG is just another Laodicean church that only looks to themselves and has need of nothing, whereas I am a man that looks only totally to GOD with pure faith to supply all of my needs. The PCG on the outside appears to be GOD’S only true and genuine church with very many excellent writings consisting of GOD’S pure truth’s of reality that His own chosen people and the world have been blinded to. There is no better educational literature worldwide other than the writings of Herbert Armstrong, the Trumpet, Royal Vision, and True Education. So yes, you are indeed spreading many truths of extreme importance worldwide. The PCG also has many other programs in the world to benefit others. What the PCG appears to be missing is what OUR LORD GOD looks on the most, which is our hearts dictating the amount of genuine care and love that we have for just other individuals in a single sense, not groups. I have been reading all the PCG writings for over eight years now, and just one memory of words said just how particular the PCG is in choosing their ministers. So, here I am after writing thousands of words to ministers within the PCG, with not even one friend or brother in Christ. I could continue writing forever when it comes to what GOD sees and says, but I will just end with the words below.

“My defense is of God, which saveth the upright in heart” (Psalms 7:10)

In all sincerity with abundant faith,

Jeff Callarman

My only trust is in God and no man. Not Herbert Armstrong and not any, but only God. Proverbs 2:6 shows he is the only teacher. Isaiah 28:9 shows He is always searching for students and Hebrews 5:14 shows a mature student.

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61-65, M
Feb 28, 2010