Ive Been Cursed

Sometimes i think that in my past life perhaps i was this evil person that deserves everything that comes to me, truth is i don't know if its voodoo, bad luck etc. but everything goes wrong for me. Whether it's finding an job, girlfriend, progressing in life, finding a new place to live, going to school everything always tends to go bad, Which is causing me to really begin to get depressed yet again.

For the past 3-4 years its been an serious of unfortunate events continuously happening in my family, Due to this i was raised an Evangelical Christian but even all of it has had me question my own faith and if there even is a god after-all (not up for debate). Point being i just don't know what to do anymore, this bad-luck is getting out of hand...

I really don't understand why its happening i mean is it Karma? I help out people all the time and treat everyone respectfully, I feel as i don't deserve any of this i'm just so tired of life in general.

Can't find a job, Dumped by GF, family members dying, bills piling up, nothing ever goes right for me. I just don't seen to know what the problem is :( i try to do everything right.
ToxicBrownies ToxicBrownies
18-21, M
1 Response Jan 6, 2013

This sounds so much like me. I used to say I was cursed when I was a bit younger but people react badly to that so I just say it's bad luck. But why so much, so persistent, every day, on anything important? Now people are saying "I don't believe in luck", well, we are living proof of it.

So just wondering, how did you cope with the bad luck?