I get in such bad moods sometimes that I can barely stand to be around my own self! When I get like this it's like I cannot stand to be in my own skin. I take it out on my husband or my kids. It's like everything is someone else's fault when the fault is me! Then when I try to put on a happy face & act normal around people that I don't want to know I am feeling this way anxiety really kicks in. I just want to scream! I cannot seem to get this under control. It isn't all the time but any time is too many times. When it happens it usually lasts a couple days because the worse I act out the harder I am on myself then the cycle just starts all over! Help!
gatorgirl013 gatorgirl013
41-45, F
2 Responses Jan 16, 2013

Yes I know finances & other issues are part of it but I have been like this my whole life. Everything can be going great & I still have my break thru days.

My husband has been out of work for a few weeks now & I cannot work because of an injury. He starts a new job Monday. We already got an eviction notice & threats to repo our truck & motorcycle. We are renting out a room in our house just to pay the electric, water & telephone. I had to borrow money to pay our rent or we were going to be on the street. Usually I am very well budgeted. We pay bills first then play.

I really appreciate you responding to my post. It feels better to be able to talk it out. Today is a much better day :)

There are some personal issues going on in my life, yes. I am having financial issues & relationship issues but not one certain thing seems to trigger it. I will be fine for a few days then I wake up like this. It seems to last a couple days because I beat myself up over it.