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I Need Help Please .....

 I feel so lonely and worthless i'm having serious problems  i just broke up with the most wonderful person i've ever know actually he broke up and i keep checking his profile on facebook and he isn't sad at all and he's giong on and having fun it feels really paining because he was telling me that he loves me and we was hanging out together alot but he told me once that he was tired of our fights and that he don't like to have problems all the time but that isn't a reason !!  cuz i really want him i can't be like before i'm so depressed instead i have no friends and my mum keep hiting me and last time she hit me i was bleeding and my sister isn't here with me she's working  .". I don't even know why this is happening to me Why me?  While everyone goes out to the movies, dancing, eating at restaurants, I just stay home and feel sad. I'm tired. I
I feel dead even though I'm alive PLEASE HELP 
mawbawdfg mawbawdfg 16-17, F 19 Responses Sep 15, 2011

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oh... i feel so sad on your situation...... all the way where in a same situation...by hitting there parents on there daughter,,,you know depressing by your boyfriends... just... forget about it... and move... on... there is a lot of boy's out there.. and you dont know you can get better than him... just keep smiling,,, dont let see your bf.. that you really hurt for her... <br />
wake up!!!! honey..... <br />
and having for friends...... i know me.. too it is realy dificult to have a true friends... but that's life we keep going on... never surrender just like me...... u can find a boy that love you much....<br />
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wish u luck...... <br />
hope for your.... moving on...... i'm here just a friend for u

that's sweet thank you alot for helping me

Sometimes in life things do not work out as we had hope they would. Love is the most strongest emotion, it can make you feel real good or it can cause a lot of pain. I'm not sure about your whole situation, but I am guessing that your mom never showed you enough love and support. So, this man who you have been dating did show you the love and support you needed, but now that he is gone your left feeling empty. Then your mom hit you and makes you feel even more alone and unloved.<br />
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I'm going to tell you from experience that sometimes we may not get what we seek from others, so we need to give it to ourseleves. Do not go and check his facebook anymore, it will just hurt you. The best way to get back at someone is to show them you can move on and be happy without them. Mending a broken heart takes time, but you will get over it and possibly find someone else.<br />
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Your mother should not be hitting you. That is abuse and you don't deserve to be treated like that. I suggest you think about telling someone, at school or a relative. You should be in a safe loving enviroment. <br />
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I will pray for you, and may God be good to you and send you lots of love.<br />
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Many Blessings,<br />
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Angela

Okay, good, I'm glad you aren't cutting today. Are you familiar with Narcotics Anonymous (NA)? They are a 12-Step Program for "addicts" of any nature. This would include cutting and bulimia. You state that you throw up, do you mean you binge and then purge?

she's working Hostess .... no i'm not 2day

Well if you are suicidal, you need to be evaluated by a medical doctor, preferably a psychiatrist. I take medication for suicidal depression and the meds help me tremendously.<br />
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What's going on with your sister?<br />
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Are you cutting today?

yea alot i was cutting my hand but when i just think about it i can't stop crying i can't imagine that i won't see him or my sister again .... but i cry everynight and i vomit alot and i don't know if it's a depression or just a phase i dun know but i've been like this for 3 years or something ... is it ???

How serious is your depression? Do you have suicidal thoughts ever?

no i haven't i feel shy a little bit

I see you posted your story under the forum of one who has depression. Are you on any medication or seeing a doctor for this?

Well you are going to be okay, it just sucks that pain is involved in this life sometimes. Any I have to tell you life gets so much easier when you outgrow the teens. The teenage years are the most vulnerable time in one's life.<br />
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Can you talk to a counselor to help you through all this.

really thank you i dun know what to say i'm so happy to know someone like you ....... i just need time

Well the boyfriend situation is sad. And he does break up with you often and for long periods of time which is hurtful and dysfunctional. I know you don't feel as if you have anyone right now, but maybe you are supposed to let him go now. <br />
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Honey, you have your entire life in front of you. You are young and can do anything you want to do in this life. Part of growing up is boyfriend relationships and they are NOT supposed to last til marriage at this stage in your life. One learns from each and every relationship.<br />
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Maybe you need to accept it's over and make the decision to move on (?)<br />
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I wish I could take the pain away, I know it is very real, but this is something you have to process through and it's part of growing up. I'm sorry.

we've been together for 4 years and he was always breakin up wiz me and leave me for months .......my family just don't care about anything i hate her attitude really i can't stand her i feel really sad when i see my friend's mothers they are really great with their daughters ...... i just want to know if ther's anyway to have my bf back

Oh Sweetie, I am so very sorry. Do you have grandparents or someone you can talk to about your mum hitting you?<br />
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And how long were you and the boyfriend together?

my father died when i was 9

Well she shouldn't be hitting you. There is absolutely NO reason for her to hit you EVER. Where is your father? Is he in your life?<br />
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And I'm sorry about the boyfriend. You are at such a vulnerable age and it does get easier.

thanks for sharing ..... she hitt me everywhere !! but i just dun know what to do :(

I am so sorry you are going through this with your boyfriend right now. But I am more concerned about your mum hitting you. Why does she hit you and where does she hit you?