The Big Difference From Then And Now.

To start my story I will share something I wrote in my dark times. I wouldn't call it a poem but cose enough. I just see how much I changed now. I see that I am a happier person from what I was when I wrote this.

Darkness

The sun is shining down on me
but all I see is darkness
My soul is like an emty canvas
all my happyness has been erased

No love, no light can reach through the dark
I need someone,something to save me
No darkness is beautiful when it's all you feel

I'm scared of the light, 'cause i'm used to darkness
I seem to push my family and freinds away
Becoming more isolated from the world every day

Piece by piece I loose my sanity
My soul is slowly scattering
One lonely moment after the other
I'm getting weaker

Is this the end or the beginning?

I was on a school faraway when I wrote this. It was in 2011 I realized that there was something seriously wrong with me. I needed help and fast.
Luckily I got the help I needed. Friends were supporting me and saved me from myself.
But I am gratefull for it has made me stronger and made me who I am today.
An Ep User An EP User
Jan 17, 2013