My Enemy Is Me.
i m in depression
since my childhood start. i have no friend i dont have any single friend i m alone.i just want to be alone i m afraid to make a frnd noone is your real frnd some friends support you but they will also go. when my father die its like hell since that day i see every worst part of life i m 18 yr old but i have deep experience of 40 year old man i see every face of life i have also a addiction of masburation and i hates girls for some reasons but that doesnt mean i dont do respect of girls i respect girls but i hate them all too.my addiction kill me everyday every second of my life making me feel weak and low i tried so many times but i m the biggest ************ i want to kill myself. i cant tell this depression is killing me there is no one who cry for my death instead of my mom i have no one in my family instead of my mom if i m living and bearing this depression just for her otherwise i dont care about myself no body's care its the human nature we listen, think ,sad,cry do everything but at the end we forget. i m loosing all i want god in my life i want someone please save me save me plzzz