Jesus Touched My Life

For a very very long time I was wandering looking for direction. Going to a club and not finding answers leaving empty.

around people but alone. searching for identity. I had a mother who wouldn't talk much abandoned by my biological father.

I understand what the feeling of abandonment feels like and having no direction. I sought for God and guess what I found him

(or he found me) I found him in Jesus Christ. He drew me by his love, he became my friend talked to me through the

scriptures and prayer. I learned about him at church and in fellowship with other Christian believers he became my

healer. I had so much rejection and hurt(and healing is a process sometimes)  As I began to spend time in the word (the Bible)

I began to get wiser. I didn't start out that way. At first I had no direction, I was fatherless, I had very few friends, I was sad.

But as time progressed and  I began reading the Bible and going to prayer and talking to God. I began to get wiser.

God's word began to change my mind about sex, men, my identity and other things. Before I really had a real relationship with Christ,

I would have sex outside of marriage, I eventually did have a child out of wedlock, but shortly after someone shared Christ with me (again)

and I went to their church my life was changed I came to Christ again, he filled me with his Spirit and He changed me.

I am not perfect but I am striving to be.  I still have problems like everyone else, but I can go to Jesus and he promises to help me

and to be with me, Jesus has healed me and delivered me and he has also answered my prayers. He is a faithful friend. I Love Him.

When I need direction I can go to Him, When I hurt and need someone to talk to I can go to him. He is here. It's not about feelings

but believing that what He says in his word is true.  I Believe in Him. I believe in what he says in his word that it is true. He loves you.

I am glad that he loves me.

John 3:16

 16"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son,[a] that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

Mentoring Mentoring
41-45, F
2 Responses Feb 19, 2010

He Loves you so much Allissaxx, he wants this relationship with you even more than you want it, turn to him he will be there, he hears you when you call, he's waiting for you, remember it's not by feeling<br />
but it's by faith, if you need help you can call on him... he will help you if you really want it.<br />
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Psalm 50:15 "Call upon me in the day of trouble; I shall rescue you, and you will honor me."<br />
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Take Care, Mentoring

I'm glad you found happiness with God. Because that is truly the best give of all, to know God and be close with him. Everything seems to make more sense in life. I am still trying to find my way back to him. But I feel I'm getting there and he's giving me strength.