Waking Up Wetting

Last december 13 I woke up wetting the bed. This was the first time in 45 years that I had wet the bed while asleep. A 4-inch spot, so not awful.

I woke up and realized that I was wetting. It went on for a few seconds before I realized what was happening and stopped it. I wasn't aroused. The sensation was not particularly pleasurable; it was just there. My wetting didn't frighten me. In fact, I was just trying to decide whether I should relax and finish peeing in bed, or get up and go to the toilet. I got up and finished peeing in the toilet. I compromised by taking off my PJ bottoms but leaving my briefs on and peeing through them. After I finished peeing, I took my briefs off and rinsed them out in the sink, then put my slightly wet PJ bottoms back on and went back to bed.

I didn't feel embarrassed, just a little worried about whether I had regressed into frequent bedwetting. It would be very embarrassing to wet the bed while visiting family or friends.

I had been wearing and wetting diapers a lot recently, both at night and during the day. Until I left for a visit with family a few days later, I avoided wearing diapers and wetting my clothes. It was fun, but I wanted to be back in control of my pee.

I haven't woken up while wetting since then, but I hope that, if I do, I will just stay relaxed and let my pee flow unconstrained. The sense of complete relaxation is wonderful!
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Sep 10, 2012