I Have Been Abused
Abused As A Child, Still Suffering Mentally.
Written on February 19th, 2013
From a young age I was abused, only as an adult do I now understand the extent of this.
My mother would play games and pretend to bite my penis off, she would lay naked with me and have sex with men with me awake during the day.
When I got to 14 it all stopped, I have 2 sisters and 2 brothers, were they abused too? If not why just me? Not that I would wish this on anyone.
As I got older, my sister who herself has been abused started to use this as a tool. Mother had let someone in the house when my sister was about 5, this person attempted to sexually assault my sister but my stepdad stopped him and threw him out.
Growing up I was also beaten and battered by both parents.
As an adult my family turned against me because I chose to try and keep them out of my life. I have kids now and sometimes if anyone even looks at my kids for too long then I feel a anger rising.
My sister says I abused her, my brothers abused her and anyone else that came into the house, even if it was totally improbable and not feasible. She's attention seeking.
At the moment I am fighting for custody of my 11year old daughter from my ex because she has failed my daughter, I won't make that mistake.
The ex has contacted members of my family and befriended them in an attempt to make me lose it, and she has convinced them I am the predator. I am typing this out crying. A 29year old grown man sitting here crying on the sofa. I can't take this any more, I am the victim! Why am I being treated like this, why can't they all just leave me alone.
I want a quiet life, I want the best for my kids and as a parent it is my job to protect them. But how can I if I can't protect myself?
Tomorrow is a new day, but tonight will be long.
My mother would play games and pretend to bite my penis off, she would lay naked with me and have sex with men with me awake during the day.
When I got to 14 it all stopped, I have 2 sisters and 2 brothers, were they abused too? If not why just me? Not that I would wish this on anyone.
As I got older, my sister who herself has been abused started to use this as a tool. Mother had let someone in the house when my sister was about 5, this person attempted to sexually assault my sister but my stepdad stopped him and threw him out.
Growing up I was also beaten and battered by both parents.
As an adult my family turned against me because I chose to try and keep them out of my life. I have kids now and sometimes if anyone even looks at my kids for too long then I feel a anger rising.
My sister says I abused her, my brothers abused her and anyone else that came into the house, even if it was totally improbable and not feasible. She's attention seeking.
At the moment I am fighting for custody of my 11year old daughter from my ex because she has failed my daughter, I won't make that mistake.
The ex has contacted members of my family and befriended them in an attempt to make me lose it, and she has convinced them I am the predator. I am typing this out crying. A 29year old grown man sitting here crying on the sofa. I can't take this any more, I am the victim! Why am I being treated like this, why can't they all just leave me alone.
I want a quiet life, I want the best for my kids and as a parent it is my job to protect them. But how can I if I can't protect myself?
Tomorrow is a new day, but tonight will be long.
Age:
26-30
