I've Been Shrugging

From younger birthdays to the bashes on New Year's Eve, sure I've been alone a lot. I realize I never really cried or over thought it even as a child. It was something to be expected.
Every day is the same, a celebration, events happen, I decide, time is a gift I can spend every waking and sleeping moment of my life. Maybe even with those who are in my life though right now things are extremely dangerous. I may do things I passionately enjoy or treat myself to a nice wild run. A day that holds a speciality/tag still matters but lost it's eagerness/expectations to me long ago.

I do admit I'm sad writing this two days after my birthday though.
Marowit Marowit
22-25, F
Aug 13, 2010