I Still Wonder

what exactly is this ritual supposed to do? It certianly did nothing to lead me to the holy spirit, or it to I. It didn't tie me to the church in any way. It didn't help convince me of anything. What was the point? I was baptized Anglican and now I'm closer to pagan. no, not wicca or any religion at all in fact.

I really don't see the point to it except that it's hours on the clock for Mr.Minister's paycheck