It Feels Like It's My Only Identity Right Now.
I was betrayed by my best friend any my husband when they had an affair together. I believe I can forgive him, but he has been on the fence about who to be with. He says he has decided to give our marriage a shot, but I can't help feel I'm being stupid.
We have been married for almost 6 years. The last couple of years, we had grown apart. My best friend told him that she is in love with both of us. I had severe misgivings but he was so sure we should do it. We started a relationship with her, to be taken slow at my request.
She said she loved me. She said she was in love with me. Turns out, they were falling in love behind my back. They had an emotional and physical affair.
I just want them to take accountability. I want them to see what they've done. I want my life back. I want a chance to make it better. But I want the hurt to go away. I want to trust again.
And I want to be more than just the poor wife who was f'ed over by the two people she trusted the most...