Not Again

 I have been with my husband for 23 years  and he cheated on me about 11 years ago  it took me forever to try and get over it and i just can't cause still to to day its always something happening with a female   he lies so much its really crazy  for the last 2 months i have been finding out about different women  he won't admit the truth untils it smacks him in the face and he still wont.  He gets off work early and don't come home,  lies about overnite jobs that he don't have  because if i can't reach him i will call his boss  and then only to find out he  is lieing. i have been  out of work for 1 year  so he pays the bills   and he know i won't leave cause i don't have the money to. He want me to be stuck in this house cause he won't fix the vehicle that i drive  that way i can't get around.   This  is the last straw   cause  im hurting unvbelievably bad   he need a taste of his own medicine     i have been faithful  the whole entire time we have been together.   He  keeps aplogizing for hurting me  but at the same time won't say what he did    how  can a person continue to hurt someone they love over and over agin
msdeborah6963 msdeborah6963
41-45, F
1 Response Mar 6, 2012

Yes you are right I am typing this while I am crying just because I know he is lieing to me again and when I look at him I have some really hated thoughts behind my eyes. When I try so hard to be me which is a good wife. I do not want this marriage anymore, for the last couple of years it has been for my childrens sake.