last night i cried for the first time over what happened. there have been a couple times when i was close to tears but had not shed any before last night . I was praying about everything and even though i know i am supposed to forgive those who do bad things to me and who hurt me, I just dont think I am ready to forgive. I needed to let some of the bottled emotion out bc i was starting to feel like i had no feelings or that i had closed them off. now i realize God has helped keep the hurt at bay in order to make a decision without being overcome with the betrayal and hurt that comes with it.
heavenslilangl14 heavenslilangl14
26-30, F
1 Response Dec 4, 2012

Our God and Goddess really are wonderful like that. : ) I wish you a bright and happy future. *hugs*