He Did It With My Best Friend

I've been in love with this guy for like 10 years and he didn't hesitate to actually sleep with my best friend. I'm not sure who is the one to blame here, him or her! but either ways, that experiance did litterally change the way I look at myself.
I did got over this guy and I've been single for 4 years now. I can't flirt with anyone anymore. even when my friends try to set me up with some nice guys I end up telling myself that I should just get away because he won't find me attractive and that he'll end up cheating on me.
These days, I met someone who is showing quite an interrest in me and I'm trying to get away from him... but I do like him, a lot!!
I don't know how long my past is going to chase me...
pxlow pxlow
18-21, F
2 Responses Dec 7, 2012

Don't ever think your unattractive the mind can be a cruel thing only if you let it.. I feel your pain chin up chest out

Let it be, stop running!