Why Is This Happening?

I'm so freaken tired of this, my boyfriend of 20 years has cheated on me befor but only because I may have felt it or seen some signs, but now after all these years this nasty *** ***** tells me right in my face she slept with him and she lost her baby that was fatherd by him and so I know you're thinking that I took ahold of this ***** and just choked the life outta her but I kept kool because I wanted proff. I went out and bought tthis $40 tape recorder, told this ***** the next time she meets with him to record it and do you know she told me I don't think it would be a good thing to do and that's when I tried to choke the life from her. I found out later that she can't have kids so maybe he did'nt sleep with her but now I went to his email where hes signed up with a dateing service looking for discreet casual sex but says he thought it was a **** site he was feeling out for. I just don't understand why this is happening?
tonya4037 tonya4037
41-45, F
Jan 20, 2013