I Don't Know What to Do

I am so sad right now as I am writing this. I don't know what to do. I have just been going through my husband's phone for the past two nights. There are tons of messages between him and some woman. This is not just a random encounter, this is a relationship. I need to be sleep right now because I have to drive out to Dallas tomorrow for a doctor appointment. I am so confused. I just came home from burying my father and the whole time I was gone he kept telling me how much he loved me and how much he missed me and our daughter, then I get home and nothing. He barely touches me, last year we had sex all of 8 times. It ****** me off that there is some woman out there that is having more sex with my husband than I am. Also he is telling her about my daughter who had to be rushed to the hospital while we were out of town. And then one of the text messages said he was moving so I don't know what is going on. I am so depressed right now, I can barely think I just keep crying and I don't have anyone to talk to I am so upset right now. I deserve to be loved. I don't know if I should confront him or monitor it for a while longer. He keeps saying that I don't have anything to worry about that he is going to take care of us, but I don't know.

cheatedoutoflife cheatedoutoflife
31-35, F
Feb 19, 2009