Didn't think I'd need to do another one of these but....

This is the 2nd time this has happened in the same relationship. I don't want it to end though. Okay I'm just putting myself through pain by keeping it going but I truly can't imagine life without my girlfriend. She takes me for granted I know, and I knew it was going to happen. Heck I had a dream it would happen 2 nights ago. I just don't understand what I am doing wrong?

I should break up with her but the fact remains that she keeps me sane. I think if I didn't have her I would be on the road to the end and I am too scared for this ****. I don't know...

Yeah this is a really rambly vent sorry.
Cainamythgimoj Cainamythgimoj
18-21, M
2 Responses Apr 8, 2016

*hugs you* hang in there

Well from my experience of being cheated on if they do it once you let them get away they'll do it again and again because they know we will keep forgiving so it will be hard but you should let her go and allow the right person that isn't going to cheat and take you for granted have a chance to enter your life