My First...

Its the first time its ever happened to me. i cared about the guy, and then he dissapears for three weeks with no word. i ask advice and decided to break up with him. my mother went to the restraunt he worked at and saw as he picked some girl up and rubed her on him, and she told him she loved him. then he noticed my mom and acted shocked. my mother called  me and told me. this was right after it all ended. and now it hurts like hell. and i dont know why. i never gave him a reason to cheet. in fact i was so good to him. but now i find in those three weeks he was with some other chick while i worried about him. it makes me sick, and sad that he felt he could cheet on me, as if i were nothing. when i went to break up with him he acted all sad and was like ur not gonna give up over three weeks are you? but i did, and then i found this out. i want to cry and hurt him and throw up all at the same time. im just glad that i didnt contact him at all in those weeks... thx for your advice rick, if i didnt take it i would have never found out what i slime ball i picked out. its my first, and i pray my last...

DarkAmber DarkAmber
18-21, F
Mar 12, 2010