For basically all of my life.Mostly because i keep everything bottled up inside.I know its not good for me but i have kept this bottle as a Safe mode for all of my life. Just wondering if i would ever be able to open up and feel free. But to who will i ever be able to express myself to if i have never done it before.To cope with this i write it helps but the paper doesn't talk back to me to tell me that it understands me and will be there for me.I have been let down so many times in my life to where i feel there's no point to my life.The only thing i have left to live for is my 4 younger sisters.Its hard to pretend to be happy for them when i have never been happy in my years of living.I need the strength to keep going and be strong .Where will i find the strength to carry on and be happy for Me.
UndefinedMind29 UndefinedMind29
18-21, F
Aug 19, 2014