I Have Been Gang Raped
I was raped about 9 years ago and I never told anyone. I kept it in this whole time and I know now that I should have told someone. I am now scarred for the rest of my life, here is my story...
I was a virgin and it was my first time at the club. I didn't really want to go but my friend begged me to go with her and so I did. She was my friend for 12 years so I trusted her. I only had one drink and I didn't really like drinking so I didn't have anymore. I wasn't drunk or anything, but I did something really stupid. My friend wasn't drinking anything, so she wasn't drunk either. She did this against her own will..
She said she wanted to go upstairs where it was more quiet, so I went with her. I was already sick of being in the club. Then she said she needed to use the bathroom but didn't want to go alone. So of course, the foolish me, went with her. It was dark.. then I heard a slam and the lights turned on. My friend had closed the door and locked it. There were 4 guys there and they were all scary looking. They all looked about 10 years older and I was really scared, I had no idea what was going on. One of them tried to take my pants off and I screamed and kicked him in the stomach. He punched me so hard in the face I had a huge bruise on my cheek..
I was in so much pain and I decided to give up. Another took off my pants and underwear. I had my legs together but he pulled them apart. He forced himself into me and it hurt so bad. After the third guy I was bleeding so much I wanted to die. My friend was just standing there smiling and recording the whole thing. After they were all finished they each gave my friend money and said it was the best time they ever had. They left and my friend called me a ****. I never even did anything.. she left. I gathered my stuff and ran out of that place as fast as I could. My mother was gone to my grandmothers house with my 3 year old brother and my dad was working, so it was just me there. I took a hot shower and scrubbed my body hard. I wanted those guys to be off of me. I put on my pajamas and grabbed my stuffed animal and squeezed it so hard it's head almost came off. I screamed as loud as I could I swear the whole neighborhood heard me..
So if this ever happened to you, remember, you're not alone.
I was a virgin and it was my first time at the club. I didn't really want to go but my friend begged me to go with her and so I did. She was my friend for 12 years so I trusted her. I only had one drink and I didn't really like drinking so I didn't have anymore. I wasn't drunk or anything, but I did something really stupid. My friend wasn't drinking anything, so she wasn't drunk either. She did this against her own will..
She said she wanted to go upstairs where it was more quiet, so I went with her. I was already sick of being in the club. Then she said she needed to use the bathroom but didn't want to go alone. So of course, the foolish me, went with her. It was dark.. then I heard a slam and the lights turned on. My friend had closed the door and locked it. There were 4 guys there and they were all scary looking. They all looked about 10 years older and I was really scared, I had no idea what was going on. One of them tried to take my pants off and I screamed and kicked him in the stomach. He punched me so hard in the face I had a huge bruise on my cheek..
I was in so much pain and I decided to give up. Another took off my pants and underwear. I had my legs together but he pulled them apart. He forced himself into me and it hurt so bad. After the third guy I was bleeding so much I wanted to die. My friend was just standing there smiling and recording the whole thing. After they were all finished they each gave my friend money and said it was the best time they ever had. They left and my friend called me a ****. I never even did anything.. she left. I gathered my stuff and ran out of that place as fast as I could. My mother was gone to my grandmothers house with my 3 year old brother and my dad was working, so it was just me there. I took a hot shower and scrubbed my body hard. I wanted those guys to be off of me. I put on my pajamas and grabbed my stuffed animal and squeezed it so hard it's head almost came off. I screamed as loud as I could I swear the whole neighborhood heard me..
So if this ever happened to you, remember, you're not alone.
By:
Sandara21
Age:
22-25
,
Female
