How Many Times...

I can't count how many times I was hit with a belt... You can feel it sometimes still... Even after it's been years... The screams you can hear yourself let out. The blood on your back... The yelling in your ear... Trying not to cry... You just can't make it stop.

It seems like it was only moments ago...

drcynic drcynic
26-30, M
10 Responses Mar 16, 2009

Blood is crossing the line and is abuse. Strapping a bare butt crimson with a belt until the naughty one is sobbing and screaming is not. Even though it is painful and feels like unbearable fire on your butt, the "damage" is very short term and is not permanent. But certainly leaves a lasting impression, making it a good punishment.

Blood?? ow mine. Who would do that to their own child. I am sorry that you were tortured like that.

Blood?? ow mine. Who would do that to their own child. I am sorry that you were tortured like that.

Blood?? ow mine. Who would do that to their own child. I am sorry that you were tortured like that.

I can relate... still can hear the woooosh of the belt or how it hurt more when the same spot got hit again durina a spanking.

wooo hooo! Heres to life and living it till the wheels fall off.

I will always love and live the life I want.

I too was whipped with belts. My experiences were never this violent however. I wish blackouts would overpower these memories for you. You had a terrible start but you're a great person now. Love, be loved and live the life you want. You certainly deserve it my beautiful friend.<br />
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xoxo,<br />
ICL

Don't worry about it. I'm fine. The only time you could ever suffer this again is when you have flashbacks.

This makes me sad =[ <br />
I'm so happy you're safe now.<br />
♥♥♥