I Don't Understand The Favoritism And I Am Always Last

I get my education stuffed up and I get bashed around and bullied and abused by men and told to take it.

I get abused by women who want to control me and my sexuality etc

I get told I am wrong and have no right to want a nice young man to love me...

or to be happy in a career or marriage etc or the desire to meet people I admire

like pop stars or film stars and political people etc

or to own a nice house and travel etc... I mean these are things family sure not be stopping

they have lied to me, sexually abused me and betrayed me...

I don't trust because of what my relatives did ... and I know I have lost so many things

czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
36-40, F
Jun 11, 2011