I Have Been In An Abusive Relationship
IT WAS SOME 10 YEARS AGO...... I WAS WITH THIS BLACK/JAPANEESE MAN. I LOVED HIM SO VERY DEEPLY... AFTER A COUPLE YRS TOGETHER HE BAGAN BEATING ME! NOT JUST A HIT HERE AND THERE HE WOULD LEAVE ME WITH BLACK AND BLUE BRUISES..... SOMETIMES I WOULD COUNT THEM IT WOULD B 80+ BRUISES..... I WOULD LEAVE, HE'D FIND ME ! TALK ME INTO COMING HOME..... IT WOULD BE BEAUTIFUL AT FIRST AND THEN THE VISOUS CYCLE WOULD BEGIN AGAIN!!
IT TOOK ME SEVERAL YRS TO LEAVE HIM.... BUT YET AGAIN HE'D FIND ME AND YET AGAIN HE'D GET ME TO GO BACK.... MY SON AT THE TIME WAS 8-9 YRS OLD..... THE WORST MISTAKE I EVER MADE WAS LWTTING HIM GO LIVE WITH HIS FATHER, I CHOSE THE BEAT UP MAN OVER MY SON.....:(
AGAIN HE BEAT ME I THUGHT I WAS GOING TO DIE......ACTUALLY I MADE ARRANGEMENTS TO FLY AWAY TO ANOTHER STATE..... AND THE WEEK BEFORE I LEFT I SPENT W/ HIM... " I WANTED TO STAY W/ HIM" BUT HE KNEW IF I DID.... HE WOULD KILL ME AS WELL..... SO HE CALLED MY FRIEND AND SAID MAKE HER CATCH THE PLANE, CUZ IF SHE STAYS WITH ME, I DONT KNOW IF EUTHER OF US WILL LIVE!
THIS MAN BEAT ME, PUT ME IN JAIL, RAPED ME, CHEATED ON ME, SOLD ALL MY ANTIQUES FROM UNDER ME.... AND I STILL WENT BACK FOR MORE! EVEN AFTER I MOVED AWAY...... I WENT BACK TO VISIT MY KIDS AND AGAIN 1ST THING I DID WAS GO SEE HIM!!
HOW SICK IS THAT? WHAT HOLDS THEY HAVE ON US? " CYCLES NEVER END"
THANK GOD I FINALLY GOT OVER HIM!!
