My Uncle Molested Me As a 6 Yr Old Boy...
It continued well into my teens. He sodomized me around 11 or 12. I still wish it had never happened to me.
I am very confused even as an adult. Even in my molestation, I craved the attention and wanted to experiment with other boys and even had crushes. If I had never been molested i believe at least THEN I would have had a choice to be gay or straight.
I am constantly depressed and really dont like myself. I find it harder and harder to be sexually excited about my wife and to top it all off I am addicted to gay ****.
I really dislike my life.