Lesbian Rape

I often went out with several girls from work, 2 of whom I knew were lesbians. We were very friendly, but they knew I was straight. One night we went out & late in the evening the only ones left were me & my 2 lesbian friends. they bought me several more drinks & I started to get quite ill. eventually I was extremely sick & managed to go home. (On reflection, & because of what happened later, I think they may have spiked my drinks).

Several weeks later they invited me to a "girls night in" at their place, -- a home they shared with another lesbian friend. When I arrived I was the only other person there besides the 3 of them. we talked, shared a lot of drinks, & had laughs well into the evening. I had drunk a lot of wine & started to get very relaxed and sleepy, (wine sometimes has this effect on me, but not to this extent). eventually the talk got around to sex, & I was asked if I had ever had another girl. I told them that I hadn't, & they said I should try it. I thought they were joking, but eventually, after a lot of persuasion, they talked me into letting one of them lick my *****. -- It must have been the wine, as I would never usually let soemthing like that happen. Anyway, I lay down on the lounge & one of them slid her hands under my short skirt & slipped my lace panties down over my thighs. She took them off of me then pushed my skirt up to my waist. they all commented that I had a very nice *****, then she leant down and began kissing my ****, gently pushing my legs apart & slipping her tongue into my slit. despite myself, I began to get very wet. Eventually I had an ******, -- the first with a woman! then the other 2 also took tuns eating me, during which time I had several more ******* & they removed both their own clothes & all of mine.

after a while one of them said it was now my turn to pleasure them. I said I didn't want to, & that's when the mood changed! -- two of them dragged me onto the floor on my back & held me down while the other sat on my face & ground her ***** hard against my mouth. I struggled but they were too strong & too determined. they each took turns on my face, the others holding me down all the while, then one of them let go of me & moved away. I couldn't see what she was doing, but suddenly I felt my legs being forced apart & raised up. then she was between my thighs & I felt something being pushed into my vagina. -- to my horror, she was wearing a "strap on" *****. (quite a big one), & she was ******* me! I tried to struggle even more, but my arms were still pinned to the floor & one of the ******* was still riding my face. they kept telling me to relax & enjoy it, but the more they raped me, the more I struggled. eventually I passed out, & when I came to sometime later, I was alone on the floor, naked. they had gone to bed. crying & shaking I gathered up my clothes & left to go home, arriving about 3 in the morning. my husband could see something was wrong, but I refused to tell him. I never went out with my "friends" again. that was 15 years ago & to this day I can't bring myself to tell my husband or anyone else about it. sometimes I feel it was entirely my fault for leading them on. am I right? did I really deserve what they did to me?
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Well you have just old us.
I know the feling exactly and I am a man now and still remember what it was like after 54 years

To start off,the years do not add up,,,,but if this is true,which a doubt,,,you went to a lesbian party,you knew what was going to happen and what it was about,,,you took off your own clothes,had a great night with these girls,to much drink,plenty of Lesbian sex,,now you feel guilty,,so you came up with this story to justify yourself,maybe to these girls,and to yourself,plus if you are married,,to justify cheating on your husband,,get over your bullshite,,you had great fun,leave it at that,stop lying,,

thank yooouuuuu! Seriously. I'm a survivor of childhood sexual abuse. This girl is full of ****. You don't go bragging telling everyone your story with every fine detail if you been raped. Not face to face(with the exception of a therapist and / or psychiatrist, even then it's usually only done under sedation or hypnosis) . Not online. Not even anonymously online. It's too painful and it brings back too many memories. She's ******* everyone over who believes her bullshit.

You are wrong.
I have never said anything to anyone since it happened to me at 13 years old.
The I arrived at E.P. and read what people had written with their experiences.

After fifty odd years I wrote exactly what happened and exactly how it felt.
How I felt.
My own confusion.!
You can remember every little bit of the actions and abuse.
It has helped and also, made me think deeper about things which have happened in my life,
Why for many years I was anti gay and would never get near one.
It has helped me to open up publicly so to speak and also helped my to look at my attitude.
It has also taught me that NOT ALL MEN WHO ARE GAY ARE PREDATORS, which they seem to be when I was young and it was illegal in this country to be a Homosexual.
Some of my closest friends on E.P have been Bi or Lesbian
But they are not Predators and I am straight as a Die.
(Die Cast. Form of metalwork casting)

The original account was hacked by someone

And YOU might be....?! How could u possibly know THAT eh?

Yes. Totally hacked. all the while, when the person deleted the profile, they forgot to make sure the stories that delete it too?Hmmmmmm.....

I was originally talking to this person and she had to make another account due to it so yeah........

there are a lot of phony people on ep, hun. don't be a fool.nowhere in the world is it legal to not only drink at 13 to 15 years old.but she saying she was working and she was the way she's wording the story, she's either the United States, Canada or the United Kingdom. English is far too fluent and perfect. Only in a few select countries in the Middle East can you get married, before the age of 18, without parental consent, or before the age of 16 even with parental consent. The story is a lie. Do not lose your dignity to an experience project fake out like I did.for all we know this could be a 14 a 15 year old right now. Just like the 36 year old Navy SEAL but I went half way across the country to meet, off of this site, he turned out to be a 14 year old Catholic school lesbian. Don't play fool to the bullshitters on ep

I am 27 years old,and I have spent my entire working career working for the United States federal, I can tell you better than anyone on this site, which worldwide laws are applied where.

Lol u work for the government?? sorry can't believe that myself

United States Marine Corps. Defense Systems Analyst. (MOS 9652) E6. Next haughty question child? Lol

lol congrats??

that makes sense i was talking to here and she just dissapeared the age range pic everythig was different.

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Of course it's fake, we all know that women would never engage in this type of lascivious activity...

"She" was 26-30. "She" got raped by co-workers/ friends fifteen years ago. "She" was married fifteen years ago? C'mon y'all. This is a fake. And more likely than not, that is also why "she" Deleted her profile

15 years ago , you where 15 or younger. you where married that young? working and drink at that age??where are you from? It was wrong for then to do that. If you cant get over it then counsler .

Deleted profile. Im guessing fake from the start. She needs to get a life, or he whoever this person really was

Yea it dosnt add up,age,years

True right

Predatory females are so friggin hot!

I agree wish i was rape by a womans


Wat a stupid thing to wish for lol

Tiya ignore the dumbass. He's been flagged already. Did it myself a fewdays ago

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Its not your fault tell yourhudband he deserves to know the longer you hide ot the harder to tell

no means no you have a right to feel and be safe ,,, you did say friends ? they were not your friends

Wow, 15 years ago and your still questioning your involvement in allowing this to happen to you. It was a terrible thing to happen to anyone but you really should have seen it coming. All the signs were there. It almost happened earlier, and you were lucky to get home alive, let alone without killing someone when you drove home the first time drugged and impaired. You allowed all 3 to service you orally. ?... and yes, you then saying no to reciprocating should have ended it, you had to know what was coming.... I would never condone rape, but if it were 3 guys you let eat you, don't you think the same thing would happen.
Plain and simple, you made a bad choice, your lucky to be alive, they were terribly wrong to do that to you, but get over it. That is my advice to you, having endured something of similar depravity in my past. Let it go.

I stopped reading the responses after a few. Hunny..... notice men's answers vs women's answers. NO you didn't deserve that. It wasn't your "fault". No means no... Don't blame yourself. I sure hope you never associated with those "ladies" again though.

Actually, IF someone raped "her" now, I'd have to say she would deserve it. Do a little research on, notice that this woman who got raped 15 years ago, she was working, drinking alcohol, etc etc etc, would have been between the ages of 11 and 15 15 years ago. So, I'm a survivor of rape and sexual abuse. And I would not shed a single tear of someone raped and beat the **** out of her. She at least deserves an *** whooping

Im a way yes & no....You let them and then didn't want to be a part of it anymore.....stop means stop but then again....



Yes, you did deserve it. You should have known better than get into that kind of situation.

Are you kidding me? What kind of a dumb **** are you? Consenting to one particular act in no way implies consent for further acts. If it did, where does the consent end? The next day? Week?

I am so tired of women playing games and then crying foul and saying they are the victim when things don't go exactly the way they planned. If she was not interested in continuing onto the most likely of conclusions, that is lesbian sex, she should never have lead the others on in the first place. By allowing herself to be put into that position she was creating a situation that was ripe for exactly what happened. This is no different than a situation my friend was in a few days ago. While having sex the woman he was with reached climax and had an ******. Almost immediately after she said she was done and wanted him to get off her. How is this even close to being right? They had engaged in consensual acts that both of them wanted and found pleasurable and had he finished first and just stopped there would have been no end to the bitching that took place or the accusations that men don't know how to please women. Knowing this he just held on and finished himself, dealing with her bitching that she had said she was done. This in my opinion is not rape. She was ready, willing and eager as long as she got what she wanted but as soon as that happened, it was game over. Well, too bad for her it wasn't. Perhaps next time she will think twice before trying to use people to satisfy her own bodily needs, much like a real rapist does. Maybes it time you feminist dykes got down off your high horse and lived in the real world.

Regardless of anything else that may have happened beforehand, no means no. Period. You have no way of knowing her plans or motives. For some people, upon reaching ******, their genitals become overly sensitive and sometimes even painful. She may have been perfectly willing to go down on him or give him a ******* to finish him off. Or she may have just needed a rest to cool down before letting him continue. This should not be a problem for him since the result would most likely be an even stronger ******. And don't bother coming back with more about what he says she did or said. His description of the event, and even his own memory of the event, will be clouded by his reactions. The only way to discuss this rationally is with the woman's side of the story included.

Ah-little scared boy.

So.... on my seventh birthday, when my daddy asked me to take my clothes off and i said no, But then he scared me into saying yes, does that man he didn't rape me? I mean, holy ******* hell. -_-

Nope. You said no. Abuse of his authority doesn't change the fact that he raped you. And I'm sorry you (or anyone else) had to experience that.

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No. They should be ashamed. So called friends, I don't think so.

I agree with an answer below that you need help from a counsellor or similar.
First thing they may well do is help you tell your husband about it.

U should report this to police as no means no , but on other hand u did let them all eat u out so it is a 59/50 case

That is an awful story.. The end of it anyway... No one asks to be raped! They should have stop at ur request alone, if not the fighting ... But 15 yrs, ?? Maybe you should talk to a counselor?

Many straights, male and female, feel that receiving oral from the same gender is not gay but returning the favor is an act of volition and would make them gay! I wouldn't say you deserved the treatment you got but you did make some choices to go there knowing their preferences.

I'm bisexual. That doesn't mean I'm gonna try and have sex with a non- consenting straight female or gay male simply because I "swing both ways" as they say. You shouldn't have to fear your friend because they're not the same sexual orientation. The very idea is ridiculous.

You didn't deserve that at all. Not even a little bit.


I'm deeply sorry this happened to you but one thing is for sure none of this is your fault, you didn't ask to be raped and be take advantage. Alcohol, is not an excuse for the horror they inflict to you.

I'm sorry to hear that and no its not your fault because they wanted to eat u u didn't force them and plus u told them no

It seams weard but did u like girls alittle afterwerd

Terrible question AND don't you have spell check?

that is one hell of an experience

You should tell your husband. It would make him hard and cornhole you.

you are an idiot

sorry to hear that

Well, afterall...they DID pleasure you & made you climax several times so Im sure they just expected the same in return. Sounds like fun to me but Im sorry it was a bad experience for you.

Seriously? They can expect all they want, but that never gives them the right to force themselves on her. They could try a little "we scratched your back, why won't you scratch ours," but if she continues to say no, then the answer is NO! There is NEVER any excuse for force unless it's consensual, which this clearly wasn't. got an interesting erotic profile up there....mind adding me? would love to connect......

A breathtaking experience you described. You certainly did not deserve to suffer any sexual act with the lesbians that you did not consent to. When you were asked to pleasure the girls and you said you didn't want to, that is where the sexual activities should have ceased. What ensued would undoubtedly be deemed rape in the context given that you persistently struggled in an attempt to stop their invasion of your body. Moreover i don't think you led them on they just took advantage of your vulnerability knowing you were outnumbered and essentially helpless and at their disposal. If you feel you are suffering a psychological sequelae from this incident then you may need to seek some professional counseling. Insofar as telling your husband is concerned i would be inclined to be a little guarded about doing that considering you have kept this secret for 15 years and it may cause more trouble than it is worth. However, i would leave that to your better judgement. The fact you haven't told him in 15 years is indicative that you are somewhat loath to do so.

Thank you for sharing your amazing story. Hope all is well with you these days.