Lesbian RapeI often went out with several girls from work, 2 of whom I knew were lesbians. We were very friendly, but they knew I was straight. One night we went out & late in the evening the only ones left were me & my 2 lesbian friends. they bought me several more drinks & I started to get quite ill. eventually I was extremely sick & managed to go home. (On reflection, & because of what happened later, I think they may have spiked my drinks).
Several weeks later they invited me to a "girls night in" at their place, -- a home they shared with another lesbian friend. When I arrived I was the only other person there besides the 3 of them. we talked, shared a lot of drinks, & had laughs well into the evening. I had drunk a lot of wine & started to get very relaxed and sleepy, (wine sometimes has this effect on me, but not to this extent). eventually the talk got around to sex, & I was asked if I had ever had another girl. I told them that I hadn't, & they said I should try it. I thought they were joking, but eventually, after a lot of persuasion, they talked me into letting one of them lick my *****. -- It must have been the wine, as I would never usually let soemthing like that happen. Anyway, I lay down on the lounge & one of them slid her hands under my short skirt & slipped my lace panties down over my thighs. She took them off of me then pushed my skirt up to my waist. they all commented that I had a very nice *****, then she leant down and began kissing my ****, gently pushing my legs apart & slipping her tongue into my slit. despite myself, I began to get very wet. Eventually I had an ******, -- the first with a woman! then the other 2 also took tuns eating me, during which time I had several more ******* & they removed both their own clothes & all of mine.
after a while one of them said it was now my turn to pleasure them. I said I didn't want to, & that's when the mood changed! -- two of them dragged me onto the floor on my back & held me down while the other sat on my face & ground her ***** hard against my mouth. I struggled but they were too strong & too determined. they each took turns on my face, the others holding me down all the while, then one of them let go of me & moved away. I couldn't see what she was doing, but suddenly I felt my legs being forced apart & raised up. then she was between my thighs & I felt something being pushed into my vagina. -- to my horror, she was wearing a "strap on" *****. (quite a big one), & she was ******* me! I tried to struggle even more, but my arms were still pinned to the floor & one of the ******* was still riding my face. they kept telling me to relax & enjoy it, but the more they raped me, the more I struggled. eventually I passed out, & when I came to sometime later, I was alone on the floor, naked. they had gone to bed. crying & shaking I gathered up my clothes & left to go home, arriving about 3 in the morning. my husband could see something was wrong, but I refused to tell him. I never went out with my "friends" again. that was 15 years ago & to this day I can't bring myself to tell my husband or anyone else about it. sometimes I feel it was entirely my fault for leading them on. am I right? did I really deserve what they did to me?